What am I doing here ??

Been a long time since my first blog ( August 2004 ! ! ) . My friends have even stopped checking my blog . Well, anyways, then why am i here now , out of nowhere ???

I wanted to try blogging one more time, but couldnt find time and also , i was discouraged seeing the level of blogs that my friends write , and then i feel that – blogging is not my cup of tea . But anyways , right now , i am bored to death , dont have a personal diary or journal with me right now, and i really wanted to write down any crap that is going on in my mind !! ( u r warned , plz leave if u want to ! ) So , starting now, i will cultivate my habit of blogging by writing small blogs, and later if possible , i will move on to larger ones. But i assure u , most of my blogs may not make any sense at all , may become a bit personal also , so plz, endure with me !

Anyways… Do u read signs ? I am not talking about Road Signs , or Signatures ! ok, i will explain in simple terms. Something has happened with u , and u feel that the occurrence of this thing is a sign for u , that u need to learn something from it. It is not a coincidence that something different or even usual, has happened , specifically when u r in a particular state of mind. Also , something happens around u , and then u feel that basically this event occured coz something else happened the other day and u relate this event with some previous event . I mean u try to link patterns in ur life . Even if those patterns r very different and dont make any sense to someone else, u feel that a series or chain of events have taken place not out of coincidence , but purposefully !

I am not talking about Deja Vu or Serendipity. Everything is pre-planned or rather had a purpose , and we r just a playing our parts here like puppets ! Remember the famous dialogue from film ‘ Anand ‘ by Rajeev Khanna( ” babumoshaayyyy …… “) . Well, something like that . U r basically trying to crosss a river , or a lake, with the help of stones laid on the river , stepping on one stone at a time. And that stones r put in front of u ‘ dynamically ‘ or ‘ on the fly’ , depending on ur state , as u take each step at a time . And who is doing that , well, obviously, GOD .

GOD is the answer to all questions which cannot be answered. If we dont know the reason for something unnatural happening around us , we always point it to GOD. ( More on GOD later ).

So anyways, I try to connect all events that take place with me. Then i try to read the signs and ask why ?? Was it a coincedence OR something needs to be learnt from it . I believe that whatever happens , happens for a reason. Actually, everything that happens , happens for a GOOD reason. I would suggest u should try to connect the dots in ur lives. Maybe , if u r successful , u will get a complete picture of urself .

well, i have spent approx. 1 hr to write such a small blog, but atleast , i felt better in the end. So i think i may come back and write more crap later !

( BTW , i know no one will post comments here , but i have still activated the ‘ Word Verification’ feature, coz i have heard that many bloggers r getting spam- comments ! )


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